A small update

I was wanting him. He still wants me. I’m now wanting you, because you wanted me Sunday. Now you’re gone. In France. And he’s texting me. Which is right and which is wrong? It’s burning under my skin. I’m missing you. Not like missing. But WANTING missing. You’re the funny guy. I’m the funny girl. I’m bad at romance. So are you. We’re actually good togheter. No one knows, but I don’t have any confidence. I’ll feel small with you. Unless you’re fixing my confidence. Well that’s just dreaming. So now he’s calling me. I don’t know what to say, what to do or how to act. He’s the popular one. Been with many girls. And he’s running after me. ME. I guess I’m pretty lucky. I just don’t want him, as I want you. This is just like dynamite. “Baby let me love you down”.. you texted me Adam Lambert – If I had you. How should I act? Actually I just finished with this guy, who’s having a crush on me, but I can’t be with him. I don’t feel comfortable with him. And then there’s these two guys. Who’s really nice guys – really! But they’re having this thing. And I’m really bad at rejecting.. I’m sorry guys. You’re like the best friends I’ve ever had. And you’re competing against each other. But none of you are ever gonna win.. and this guy I liked when I was like 12. And he’s running after me now.. Which I did for three years, when I was younger. So guy from Sunday.. Get your ass back. WELCOME TO MY LIFE